Emotions

How can I get through this innocence? Jump through, and land in a damp swamp------? No, I'd rather go bicycling around, and enjoy its transparent squalor starred with flowers so magnificent only the most rotted self-deception could impel them.

Another thing I like doing a lot is helping you across busy boulevards with a specially enlargeable hand implying friendly aid at first. Secondly, a growing degree of passion; then I inflate it and make it throb. I also enjoy watching you tremble, in deserted underground tunnels, you look wonderful trembling too.

When we are outside sitting side by side looking up at the midnight sky, it's like we're out in the mid-Atlantic kayaking having lots of fun.

Devotion

A friend who I've not talked to nor have I've seen in a very long time, sent me this message and I wanted to share it with my fellow bloggers. The title of this message is : SMALL STRAWS IN A SOFT WIND, by Marsha Burns.
 Refuse to allow discouragement to undermine your sense of well-being and effective life experience. Stay balanced by not giving your emotional reactions too much weight or attention. In your evaluation, there are steps you can take to improve your current situation but there are also things that are beyond your control.
Do what you can and trust me with the rest, says the Lord.  Luke 18:27. But He said, " The things which are impossible with men are possible with God." So trust God with your whole heart and let Him show you the way.

A Card to my Mom on Mother's Day

       On Mother's Day 2013 , my son gave me the most beautiful card ever. This card said everything he felt in his heart about me. When he gave me this card it made me smile, cry, and very humble to hear and feel what he was feeling about me. This card came from the Hallmark store in the mall and I wanted to let others read it and maybe feel what I felt when my son gave it to me.
       
     The card said; "A Mother teaches you your first lessons of the heart- Give generously, Live joyfully and love with all you've got. It's wonderful to know that there is always someone who is willing to listen, to offer advice, to share a smile... It's wonderful to have someone who gives so generously, lives so lovingly, helps so willingly. It's wonderful to have you as a mother. Happy Mother's Day."
       
     I hope you enjoy this note as much as I did...:-)

My Life Without My Sister

My baby sister was a very beautiful and funny young lady who was a very hard worker and loving mother. She was very quiet and isolated majority of the time until you made her angry then you had trouble on your hands. She was never the one to hold back her anger, she always said what was on her mine at that time. But when she found out she had lung cancer it divested her as well as the rest of the family.

Now that she is gone I miss her a lot because she made me laugh as well as made me angry at times. But now it seem as though she is on a long vacation without her being here. I miss her being here kidding around with me; about my ex's and some of the people we grew up with along with how they liked me. I also miss the talks we had when the family set around talking about old times. But now that she is gone apart of me is gone too.

I know someday soon  our Lord and Savior will return for His children to take them home and He's going to take those who has passed away first and then those whose who are left will be caught up with Him in the air. I hope to be in that number when that day comes so I can see the loved ones who have gone on before me again.